hey guys...

[Badly Bent]

 Just try and hang tough till things get better Derik, good people like you will pull through in the end brother. 
 

[blackhawk]

Get the uke out and sing a song,and then write a song about the funk your in...writing songs n singing em always seemed to help some when I got/get in a funk...hang in there buddy!!!  I'll put in a good word to the big man upstairs for ya too

[Pappy]

You got it Derik, hang in there,hope all gets better for you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
   Pappy

[bowtarist]

chris, thos os something i must forget, i do not want to sing about it. thanks for the advice though. wish it was thar simple. 

the rest of ya, thanks so much, means a  lot. im feelin better, less stress, but the hauntings still come. working on it best i can. even had a great guy on here pm me a few times with some truely enlightening words. guy i never even met and only talked to a couple of times before this.

thanks so much ya all, dp