"I think I want my first bow to break so I can see how it breaks"
I learned very little, other than how to make shavings, with my first two bows because both of them turned out pretty darn nice! Of course, I was unter the watchful eye of a serious wood scraping fool. It was the next 6 that schooled my sorry butt. Every last failure was graduate level education.
I think I want your first bow to turn out nicely because you deserve it, then let the next few school your butt!